kinda weirdo feeling ?

       huarghh ! why my feelings be back like 2 moths ago ? why ? why im very jealousy with her ?
             why ? is it im fallin' in love back with him ? oh no ! it is really a shit ok ! can u explain with
             me ? why my feeling like dis ? i hate dis feeling ! im try to find my new life , but y i can't
             delete our memories ? im also dun know ! argh ! TENSION ! i hate dis feeling ! its come back
             to me ! y im always thinkin' about youu , thinkin' our memories and everything about you ? my
             mouth always 'cakap' about you , my eyes always want to see your face ? eh , chopp ! asl farah
             speaking lak nie ? kinda gedik plak speaking2 niey ? okk , back to da story .

             hesyh , siyes farah bnci perasaan yg sllu hadir skunk niee . ini adelaa prasaan yg sllu dtg pd
             2 moths ago . shit ok ? ok farah , just buang la ur perasaan . ta gne ko nak igtkn dea . nak
             hrpkn tgok muke dea . asek nak ckp psl dea . ta gne cik farah oi . dea bkn igtkn ko pon an ?
             then , dea bnci ko plak uh an ? finefine :D  life must go on . dun dream to much . like a 
             rubbish jea . huhh . bnci bnci bnci ! ta ske ta ske ta ske ! argh ! tension !